Today, I went with a friend to see her mother, who resides at a nursing home. And little did I know that the world would come full circle. It turns out, I had known her mother several years before, and gotten great words of advice and wisdom! Who knew this trip would remind me of some very valuable teaching? I hadn't thought of this advice in a while, and as I sat at home after my friend left, I reflected on the journey. What kind of bravery did it take for her to ask me into this part of her life? And courage? To share this part of life is sometimes difficult, and I am honored that she chose me.
I had spent the weekend alone for the most part, and some painful things had happened. And I was working through the pain. Slowly, and with many tears.
Going with my friend brought more tears, and joy, and conversation that was, well....to say life altering doesn't even seem to cover it! This woman's faith and strength amaze me every time we are together. She has faced many things, just as I have. And I can only hope to learn to carry the burdens a bit more gracefully. It's a work in progress, as always.
So my bravery today came. Quietly, almost tiptoeing into the room. Mostly because I wasn't paying attention-at first. Today's moment came at the end of it all. That moment when I realized, I am still standing...and breathing....and smiling through the tears. Because today, I saw God working on me in a way I didn't expect. He gave me a burden, and toughened me up a bit! He showed me that I am stronger every day, in faith and in courage. It doesn't take a genius to figure out that He is turning me into a warrior! And there is beauty in that. Not everyone can face life or take on what has been put in front of them-but I continue to do so with a smile on my face and love in my heart. I don't lose the love and joy, just because of a moment. And I don't quit. Ever.
So, here it is. Another day closing. Another door shut. And tomorrow, a new possibility will rise with the sun....challenge accepted? I say YES!
May you always remember that the biggest trials, the painful heartaches, the moment where the world shuts you out......maybe it's because there is something greater on the horizon-so don't quit! Keep moving towards the light, and walk with a purpose. We all are put here for a reason. Find yours.
