Sunday, March 13, 2022

March has arrived! And what a busy month it is becoming! On the 5th, I was baptized in the name of Jesus, and I cannot even describe the experience.....peace, so beautiful washed over my heart. Joy filled that church as we all said AMEN! And each day is a chance to live the life He designed for me!

Now that being said, it doesn't mean it will be easy. That it will always be joyous and filled with light. It means there is always someone with me, and that I can turn to Him when the darkness comes. It is work, dedication, and most of all, A CHOICE. I actively decided to let God take the lead. He has been a force in my life for many years, but I seem to try to be in charge. It took a lot to realize that I am not writing the story. I am living the life that was planned for me before I knew. And I now have this amazing and beautiful family of sisters and brothers that are walking the path with me. They have taught me the meaning of "leaning in". Trusting Him. Sharing the struggles without shame. Listening without judgement.....and allowing others in your life and your heart, loving you where you are, not where they think you should be. For that, I am forever grateful!

As the week begins, I will have more scans, and we will see what the next step will be. I am nervous and scared, but trusting that He is with me for each moment, and that no matter what the result, I will have the strength to face it. If it's good news, then we will celebrate with ...COFFEE....LOL. And if not, we will be brave, and trust the process.


God bless you all! Remember, you are loved, you have a purpose, and you are most certainly enough.